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Would You Look At The Time…
Well, here I am. I don’t know what I’m doing up at this hour, but I honestly cannot stop thinking of you. I cannot stop thinking of all that we have been through together and all the moments that we have shared, and I most certainly cannot stop thinking about this summer. Me being the lame-o that I am and not having a car, or even a permit for that matter, I cannot wait to ride in the passenger seat while you drive, sneaking glances, trying not to stare at how incredibly beautiful you are.
I am anxious to go on each and every adventure that the future holds. Adventures with you. I love the thought of being with you. always.
I want to camp out in the back yard with you and stay up all night talking and looking into each other’s eyes, until we finally fall asleep. in which case one of two things would happen. Situation One, you would wake me up in the morning with your gentle kiss, and your sweet voice saying my name to help further my state of awakeness, then proceed to surprise me with an outstanding cup of coffee and you’re heaven-like chocolate chip waffles. I love your waffles. I enjoy coffee a lot more in your presence, but never the other way around, because I always love your presence. :) I love your kisses more than anything in the world. Truly. Anyways :) Situation Two would go like this. I’d wake up and see your peacefully sleeping face, immediately feel my heart melt from how purely adorable you are, and ponder the decision to wake you up right away or not. I’d finally choose to wake you up, because I’m not quite sure I could leave you without you noticing that I’ve left. In fact I know this to be true. I’d go about waking you up by first slowly kissing your forehead, then your cheek, and then your lips. I’d then tell you in an almost whispering voice, “Good Morning Sunshine” and watch your beautiful, big, enchanting eyes open from their great rest. A smile would then beam from your face as you notice how stupid I look in the morning. I’d then prepare you a batch of pancakes, with a wealth of fresh strawberries to top them with, and an ever lasting supply of guava nectar. I’d do this after I had awaken you because then I could move freely without worrying about disturbing your sleep. :P
I cannot wait to spend every morning with you.
I can’t wait to spend all of my days with you.
I’m so in love with you.
I’ll probably look back at this when I wake up and criticize the conventions and structure of this entire rant, but I honestly do not care. I felt compelled to just take a moment on the internet and tell you how much I adore you. How much I love you.
So I did.
I truly do love you, Vanessa Janet Thomas.
Whatever happens, always know that my love for you, is truly true.
Sincerely with Love,
Always and Forever,
Joshua Neil Bowman
